You make up your mind
Buddy Marcel sent me Ben Mankiewicz's Huffington Post list of his top 25 Springsteen songs. I'm a fan of Mankiewicz. I think he fits morning and afternoon mood on TCM, whether he's introducing some cartoons or superstar classics. I think he's deserving of Robert Osborne's top spot when The Velvet Let's Go Out to the Movies and Get Ourselves a Snack retires. That said, Mankiewicz's Bruce list is near derangement.
Don't get me wrong. I'm a fan of Lucky Town, Factory, Glory Days, This Hard Land, Magic, and Murder Incorporated — heck, the last one there converted me in 1995 — but there's no way they're spots 25-20. In the teens, Thunder Road loses to Ramrod? In the single digits, Born to Run… doesn't get a single digit? Number 10? Seriously? That's indecent.
But then I got to the highest spots. Three was Incident. Two was Price You Pay. One was Backstreets. There was a video with each song in the list, and I watched the live Price You Pay video. The performance was a recent one, maybe at the complete River show Rob and I saw in New York, but the song retained its power. And I freaking love that song.
It's all about confronting fear in the face of seemingly inestimable but clear challenge, and the result doesn't arrive until the final lines. The song has to work its way there, through the geographic, through the temporal, through the Biblical, through to the local and the ultimately personal. The song is terrifying until you break through — if you have even gotten that far — and find control of it, trying to define yourself.
Then I got to Mankiewicz's note on the page: "The list is not a matter of opinion. It is fact. Until I change my mind in eight minutes." I've said about the same for every Springsteen list I've ever attempted. My NU friend Jeremy, also a friend of the previously mentioned NU Marcel, has called some of my lists near derangement. (About a list a decade ago, "Rockaway the Days? Really?") Then I read Mankiewicz's Huff Post lede: "November 16 — that's Christmas, Hanukkah (Hannakuh? Channukah? I'm a horrible Jew) and a birthday all rolled up in one for Springsteen fans." Sounds crazy? Yeah… so… I've actually been thinking of taking that day off. The Darkness box set comes out that morning. I've been waiting years for this set. I'm thinking of buying the set and taking the rest of the day off to watch and listen on my couch. Work can run on.
Anyway. I'm supposed to talk to my friend Crash this morning for her grad school class about what it's like to be a big fan. So, this stuff's on my mind. Ben Mankiewicz, fellow Bruce fan and D.C. kid, here's to you. Your list is crazy and prone to change in eight minutes, and so are all of mine. If you want to hang out and watch the box set — I'm betting you have access to bigger screens than I do — you let me know.



